Long time ago I was a person who liked to wear only black clothes, ripped jeans and ruff makeup. I'm still wearing a lot of black and I try to get rid off this thing. My style and the way to think has change since 7th. grade when I was interested about ''emo'' and scene styles. It was so close that I was going to dye coontails (like raccoon tail) colors.. I'm glad I didn't.
In this pic you can see only black and black... it was my way to dress up.
I found these old shoes today. Two years ago I was almost throwing those away because I didn't like those. They weren't black so that's why. What was wrong with me? These looks so good with tunic and legwarmers.
I wish that there would be dry outside so I could use these someday.
When I was in 7th. grade I was a person who didn't smile in pictures and always looked sad.. never even trying to smile on these.
Those pictures are example about those times. I also did use magnet jewelry under my lip. I was almost taking that one in real but I'm good without it.
I'm more happier and positive person on these days. I try to smile in pictures but it's still new to me. I'm not good at facial expressions but I'm practicing haha.
I'm thinking too much about others opinions but it has always been my problem. I wish that someday I can spend a whole day without thinking what others are thinking about me.
I don't want to tell everything in internet, hope you understand but I have changed dramatically since 7th. grade. I wasn't that kind of person before that but I can say two things what has affect on me then, father's death and school bullying. I won't tell more about those, okay?
Well, my bf Zhou has helped me a lot but I don't know has he noticed it. Thanks to him my things are going so much better but I have many other reasons too.
Yay ^^ life is going so well at the moment.
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